GUESS WHOS GOT A BOY FRIEND!!!!!!!

Shole Da Hell AINT ME!!! LOL But My flesh is getting WEAKKKKKKKK!!!!!! Its been so long..... And Its building up in me.... I Want it! and Want it! and Woooooooooooooooo! MIGHT MAKE MY HEAD POP OFF!!!! ^^^^^This is sounding reallly familiar.....Until i had that "DREAM" that I shared with my sista-friends. Smh! ANYWAY! Yall shoulda seen my big brutha "Cy" face yesterday when he thought I said I had a boyfriend! LOL. It was so cute! He lit up! Him was happy for me...said he noticed a change in me...! Am I "THAT" Friend???!!! The one that all my girls would be glad when I get man?! So we can double date...See how our men get along...and eventually make form a friendship so we can send them out on guy time so we can have more girl time?....the one you would invite out to see the movie we talked about but dont want her to feel awkward when you and boo show pda? Yall ever wonder what kind of guy I'd truly be into? I asked this question to my guy friends and they all had different opinions on the type I'd commit to..... Because I love yall.....I'll commit soon! Jut send some my way! I'll go speed-dating....blind dating....interracial dating....IM NOT PICKY.....OR AM I??? (sigh) ~L

My Girls

When I was little,
I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,
And then I started to become a woman.
And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,
God would show you the best in many friends.

One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be.
One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,'
Another , 'Let's fight together,'
Another , 'Let's walk away together.



One friend will meet your spiritual need,
Another your shoe fetish,
Another your love for movies,
Another will be with you in your season of confusion,
Another will be your clarifier,
Another the wind beneath your wings.

But whatever their assignment in your life,
On whatever the occasion,
On whatever the day,
Or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
Or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..
Those are your best friends.



It may all be wrapped up in one woman,
But for many, it's wrapped up in several..
One from 7th grade,
One from high school,
Several from the college years,
a couple from old jobs,
On some days your mother,
On some days your neighbour,
On others, your sisters,
And on some days, your daughters.

So whether you've been my friend for 10 minutes or 10 years,
Im glad that god has placed you in in my life!
This is my ode to you!

I'm In LOVE....I wonder if he knows...

Moving down the streams of my lifetime
Pulls the fascination in my sleeve
Cooling off the fire of my longing
Boiling off my cold within his heat

Melting down the walls of inhibition
Evaporating all of my fears
Baptizing me into complete submission
Dissolving my condition with his tears

He's just like the water
I ain't felt this way in years
He's just like the water...the water
I ain't felt this way in years

Coursing through my senses, he's prevailing
Floating through the space of my design
Drowning me to find my inside sailing
Drinking in the mainstream of his mind

Filling up the cup of my emotions
Spilling over into all I do
If I only I could get lost in his ocean
Surviving on the thought of loving you

Water...I aint felt this way in years..in Years..

Bathing in the fountain of his essence
He causes my expression to remain
Humbled on a mountain by his presence
Washing my intentions with his name

Sealing off the floodgates of his passions
Saving all his liquid for his own
Moisturizing me to satisfaction
In my imagination? No no!

He's pouring out his soul to me for hours and hours
Drawing out my nature with his hands
Yearning I'm so thirsty for his power
Burning to be worthy of his land

He's just like the water
I ain't felt this way in years

**SNAPS**

I wanna sing
I wanna write
I wanna SCREAM!!!!!!!

1st peice
(snaps)

(sings) Hello, may I speak to Barbara. Barbara this is shirley...)

IM A FUCKING HEATHEN!
I mean...Im fucking a heathen
I mean...he dun took me to a place
where I dont want yall to see my face
when...his insensitivity compromises my
integrity...cause he was just all in my space!
you see.....I am the other woman.

(snaps)

(TO BE CONTINUED)